Originally posted on June 9, 2020 at https://ailovestogrow.wixsite.com/mysite/post/you-know-what-they-say-about-small-girls
I actually don't know what they say, I was hoping you'd tell me (not that I'm small! Not that small, anyway!). I spent my entire high school and college life completely cut off from what I call Movie Teen Life. Never went on dates or spent much time with friends, I went to senior prom with a poor schlub I hardly knew and went home right after, I was a virgin until I got married, I ran away from absolutely every form of intimacy until my mid-twenties. Dating and all the other stuff involved was for people who weren't constantly under the crippling threat of Paralytic Anxiety I was/am suffering from. I want to say I did all this because of some reason like bullying or I was an ugly duckling, but the truth was I just kind of was there and people left me alone, which I was fine with.
So what well of depravity do I write my porniness from? It's about one-third pure fantasy - which explains the magic and the monster girls and the strange growth fetishes - one-third practical experience from being married and learning how to give as good as you get, one-third decades of personal masturbatory experience. The fantasy part also stems from all the smut I've read over the years, thousands upon thousands of pages of the stuff. And really, for someone who dislikes profanity as much as I do, I've read far more Fs than I care to admit. Probably why I'm so adamant about it.
Not much to report right now, just kind of drifting along during my lunch break and vomiting whatever mind puke floats to the surface first. Got the continuity error plugged up and working on Chapter 20 right now, though it is slower than I thought it would be. No reason, just in a floaty mood and not focusing. The country is currently burning to the ground but I still believe this isn't the place to talk politics. All I will say is that I'm not ignoring it, I'm just choosing to not talk about it here.
I wonder if I start a blog called Porn Without Baggage, would you gals cum and visit me there? Just a place to talk about our weirdnesses without trying to say something is right, or worry about the next election. Just posting pics of bouncing titties and rating which is the best pair.
Anyway, miss hearing from y'all. If you haven't dropped a review, they really do make my day. I also check my email regularly and sort through the various videos every so often if you want to leave a comment. I guess I expected more people to ask questions when I published earlier this year, but maybe people just don't interact with porn authors? I guess I never did, so I might be a bit of a hypocrite to expect something I have never done. I think I'll send Tefler an email, just to see if I get any karma from that. Let me know if you feel a tingle in your special place from all that karma.
Oh! I know I'm late to the game, but has anyone seen Poldark? Needed a new show after Avatar and Poldark was the top choice. Only three episodes in, but I am loving the slow pacing. It's like a Slice Of Life, but with British brooding. Haven't had this much fun since the first seasons of Downton.
Enough talking, gonna get back to the writing. Let me know if there's anything, in particular, you'd all like to see. Who knows? I might just put it in on a whim.
Keep harmonizing!
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